i found that its really funny AND.....SWEET....dunno if he thinks the same
anyway......these few weeks wasnt too happy @ work @ all.....>< ....
now.,,Anna made me write those review sheets before i submitted the folders.....she thinks i didnt do thorough analysis before i submitted to her.......
i feel really frustrated.......all she thinks is that IM NOT CAPABLE.... and i know.....
i felt like im a failure........sigh.....every day when i am @ work.....this INTENSE FAILURE MOOD really surrounds me.....
others she would praise them.....i dun think i can smile anymore.,,,,,,,sigh sometimes its just no method to analysis
however, the core of ALL these....i wonder if it is the punishment of God to me....
because i know i am NOT godly nor holy.......i really wanna get close to God, but i always fail to read more Bible or pray.......
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