Last day of the month...

SO HERE comes the last day of April!!! time really flies....and so my undergrad years are ALL finished.....
and all my results are in such a mess.....i tried hard but i guess i read too much manga and didnt really give my ALL!!! =T
cant blame anyone, cant blame anything....i can only blame MYSELF!! and theres nth much i could do now!!
thatz why i kept feeling im a failure....and i think that really hinders me to think that i COULD be called by God....
so i guess it's a NO???? yet i feel upset about that.....i told myself to let go.....><

堅持單純

要堅持單純，卻又不能變成幼稚。

要相信夢想，卻也要瞭解世界的殘酷。

要做自己，更要體貼他人。

假裝堅強

其實，我很累了，我習慣假裝堅強，
習慣了一個人面對所有，我不知道自己到底想怎麼樣。

有時候我可以很開心的和每個人說話，可以很放肆的，
可是卻沒有人知道，那不過是偽裝，很刻意的偽裝；

我可以讓自己很快樂很快樂，
可是卻找不到快樂的源頭，只是傻笑。


哭的時候沒人哄，我學會了堅強；
怕的時候沒人陪，我學會了勇敢；
煩的時候沒人問，我學會了承受；
累的時候沒人可以依靠，我學會了自立。

一個人，如果不堅強，軟弱給誰看。

EVENTFUL!!

On March 31, it was a Saturday, and it's a REALLY BUSY Saturday!! =] i didnt really get any work done
i went to do grocery shopping during morning, for Brian, Ar Lu and Sam would come over and taste cooking!
i made Carrot White Fungus Soup, Chicken with Peppers, steamed fish, assorted veggie and Pork
i really enjoyed cooking, to be able to see people's happiness when they eat of your food, it's a joy
anyway after the shopping, i went back to home immediately, to make the soup, then i quickly went to Marker Village
i had promised Joyce to go to there to distribute VBS forms, since CESA had the little engineers event it would be the perfect opportunity
i did experience God's grace, though i was alone, i wasnt afraid at all!! XDD it was such a great experience
and on April 2, i got the offer from UTSC MEnvSci i wonder if thatz God's answer to me!!

i guess i really.......like him!!! WHY?? when he doesnt have the SAME feeling towards me.......=T