let me dream =]

yesterday was the happiest day of the year so far!! had dinner with Jon, bro and Sam =]
cause Jon's bday was on March 9, but we pushed a day behind, cause i had midterm during the morning
originally i was thinking it's only the three of us, cause we just planned this while we were on our way back home from church!
and i spent the time @ jon's home after i tutored! =] i didnt expect to receive the text msg from Sam
so yea we all had dinner @ Gal Sushi last night!! and it's our treat to jon XDD we even met Ms. Sally and her family
after dinner we even went to Go For Tea, i shared a blueberry cheesecake with Sam....to be honest, i dunno how he thinks of me
he asked me whom i like, and i was thinking....it was you!! but i would never tell him....
since we bought a tablet, jon and bro were playing, and so me and Sam were talking more deeply
it's.....really out of my expectation.....but...let me have this memory...even tho its a dream...
so....just.....let me dream.....even only just one night.........^_^

not gonna hope but gonna bless =]

even though you told me about the truth behind! i...wouldnt purge up my hope either
i will still bless you, and its hard to not like the girl you like....haha...even it's NOT me..=]
but it's okay hahaha to me, TO LOVE SOMEONE is NOT TO POSSESS HIM!! haha
so i will smile, i will smile to bless, will smile because if you are happy, then im happy XD

i should know......

so you would choose to park at her side.....i should know....
once you told me you dun see her that way, and it's a completely different thing that i saw recently...
why would you still be nice to me? and i admitted, im trying to avoid you...so that i wont think of you
when you know that someone confesses to me....you even told me to consider it....
if there's NO obvious reason, i SHOULD consider it.....now my mind is full of this now....><
so i just take that as an answer "NO" for my prayers, would that be okay GOD?
is that what You are telling me now? i wish i could know....