i should know......

so you would choose to park at her side.....i should know....
once you told me you dun see her that way, and it's a completely different thing that i saw recently...
why would you still be nice to me? and i admitted, im trying to avoid you...so that i wont think of you
when you know that someone confesses to me....you even told me to consider it....
if there's NO obvious reason, i SHOULD consider it.....now my mind is full of this now....><
so i just take that as an answer "NO" for my prayers, would that be okay GOD?
is that what You are telling me now? i wish i could know....