for all these times, im just living under illusions, im NEVER your first
所有這一切的時間中，我只是生活在幻想裏，我始終從來都不是你的第一個·········
the ONLY thing you would say (NOT EVEN A COMFORT): we view things differently
all these times, im just telling myself, it would be a waste of time if i go and meet you during weekend
this helps me to feel better and indeed i should put more heart for God, for it's MORE worth it!!!
yeah....you try to be a GOOD PERSON!!! and i dun need to, BUT i would make a choice for important one......
i guess IM NEVER YOUR MOST IMPORTANT ONE, and i could imagine what you would reply....
God should be our focus!!! HOW I HATE THIS!!!! if so THEN YOU DUN REALLY NEED TO HAVE RELATIONSHIP WITH ME.......then we could be DONE!
no one should need any other then.....then why should we have marriage? why should we have couples??? ALL THESE SHOULD GO TO NOTHING!!!..sigh
keep telling myself im okay....im okay.....it would be a waste, and im okay.............
