Saturday, July 20, 2013

....sigh

Yesterday was my FIRST TIME preaching @ CLBC, with David and Paul fellowship.....
shared on 1 John, wanna express the love of God....BUT i did such horrible job.....im really frustrated on myself.....
i dun even know how to face them anymore......im a failure........sigh...........sigh
but.....Dennis still talked to me, Jon also......i guess.....they would find me.......a phoney......
just came back from the Church's picnic today......year after year.....less and less people go....@ least less people from our own church!!
i enjoyed every single moment....no matter what, they are the people whom i really care....|
during group activity, i was in the same team as Dawson and Tim Tim.....once when Dawson was out...Tim seemed to be a bit upset
so i said, "Hey Tim i could play with you haha you wanna come?" Tim shook his head, "No...."
so i pretended to be sad, "oh....>< you dun like me......" then Tim said, "well i sorta like you, but you're never my teacher"
then i exclaimed, "i WAS your teacher before, and was the assistant remember?" Tim said in a funny face, "OH YEAH...!!"
haha really enjoyed talking with them......but felt a bit distant too.....i felt a bit im an outsider....
BUT good thing is, i have Sam, i guess after ALL these arguments and stuff, they really teach me how to interact with him =3 i hope time will just stop and stays like this forever....


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